it’s driving me nuts
like yeah we’re all mentally ill and delusional trannies who deny nature or whatever, but like
you all do so much cool shit despite all you’ve gone through and suffered, and you keep on going
you all are put in these scenarios where the world is actively against you, yet you persevere and fight out
you all do so much good for others (today u saw someone here say they DIYpilled their brother when he was 11 against their parents’ wishes, which, if necessary, i WISH i could do for my 16 year old sibling who has like a 45% chance of being an ftm repper), and yet you all still act humble on how good of a person you are
how? like how? i wish i could.
and i’m not saying this as a “we can do it!” post or whatever, it actually infuriates me
this is supposed to be loser land and yet i don’t see any losers here but myself. should i leave? what the fuck?
i completely understand that, but there’s two issues with that
a. people here also share their worst moments/issues
b. i’m comparing my own “highlight reels” to this
it’s the fact that people have so much worse “a” than me and that these same people have so much (self-made) better “b” than me
and the thing is, what i consider “better than me” is probably way different than what you’re probably guessing. if someone lives on their own or has a job or is (in some way) an independent human, then i consider them as having highs better than mine
to be human is to struggle and come out on top, and i don’t do either. that’s kinda the gist of it