it’s driving me nuts
like yeah we’re all mentally ill and delusional trannies who deny nature or whatever, but like
you all do so much cool shit despite all you’ve gone through and suffered, and you keep on going
you all are put in these scenarios where the world is actively against you, yet you persevere and fight out
you all do so much good for others (today u saw someone here say they DIYpilled their brother when he was 11 against their parents’ wishes, which, if necessary, i WISH i could do for my 16 year old sibling who has like a 45% chance of being an ftm repper), and yet you all still act humble on how good of a person you are
how? like how? i wish i could.
and i’m not saying this as a “we can do it!” post or whatever, it actually infuriates me
this is supposed to be loser land and yet i don’t see any losers here but myself. should i leave? what the fuck?
i don’t deal with any issues in my life so why would i celebrate myself? yay i lived another day of doing nothing and not struggling and being supported by all the people who love me and betraying them by trying to become a tranny in secret
if i could do something for all the people who love me or just something cool or impressive in general then maybe i could celebrate me, if i triumphed over great adversity then maybe i could celebrate me
you all are both, i am neither. it’s that simple