idk. im bi but i guess i still view myself through the male lens, so its gay to like men, straight to like women, because i still see a man in the mirror.

i struggle a lot to see myself even as nb at all because of how male i look. itd be easier if people ever got confused or if i malefailed, but i dont. so when im consistently seen as a man by everyone, its hard not to internalize that myself.