sort of like a chicken and the egg situation. idk which came first. cause most of the time idc about my height all that much. i can like being taller than others. makes me feel attractive.
but it also makes me feel like im just never really going to be seen as a woman unless i gigapass too. which i never will, so i kind of just dont see the point in trying. where as if i was short, id automatically be seen as more feminine by default without anything else changing.
tldr, im faketrans or something. idk


you might decide im the faketrans one for this but i actually think this is a pretty normal way to feel about your own appearance, at least within/ in relation to the cis woman paradigm
the faketrans comment wasnt serious, dw