At 16 thought it was over and become suicidal thinking it was over and not knowing abt diy hrt
Now I’m stuck with broad male shoulders for life
The last time I looked at them and didnt hate them was April 1st
One fucking mistake when I was a teen and I’m punished for the rest of my life
And hope that shoulder reduction actually gives u cis shoulders to learn it makes you hunch for life and doesnt actually reduce the length
At 15y old I thought me wanting to not be a man sexually and having female sexual fantasies was just because I was a disgusting porn addicted subhuman and quite frankly I was and am horrific but the fact that I just said… oh, I have AGP but I won’t let it get worse and then punished myself, pushed me so deep into the closet that I’m still dealing with it at 20y
