I’m a trannyrepper that was too much of a coward to troon early and would now be a hon. I’m on the edge of being homeless. I never got a childhood due to emotional abuse and now I can never get that back. I can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror. I have no friends anymore because l’ve alienated everybody I’ve ever met because I’m such a shitty person. There’s maybe one person who actually genuinely cares about me and me caring about her has been the only thing stopping me from roping. But I just can’t tolerate it anymore, I just really hope she doesn’t care about me as much as I think she does. I really hope she was lying when she reassured me that she does care about me. I just can’t see life ever getting better, I have ruined every chance at enjoying life. I think I’ll get it off my chest to one person that I’m a tranny before I die. And I want to spend a bit more time with my only real friend, but that’s all I really want to do before I go. I am going to kill myself very soon because I just can’t take it anymore.