They were a real friend. I felt they understood me. I took all my courage to talk to my mate about my issues and when I did they were gone. I tried so hard, I thought they would be happy and proud of me. I don’t understand. I drank so much just so I could do it. My body is frail. The hangover will be brutal.

    • RtHonAliceOP
      1·
      12 days ago

      I’m not certain. I feel terrible. I wonder if I lade them feel stressed somehow, I really liked them as a person.

        • RtHonAliceOP
          1·
          12 days ago

          I mean, I understand. I almost reached my breaking point with the negativity here, but I a actually was successful today. I thought it would make them happy. I don’t understand.

  • justsomefag
    2·
    12 days ago

    Go rest so it won’t be too bad tomorrow morning. It will be fine, i‘m sure pat will be back

    • RtHonAliceOP
      1·
      12 days ago

      It’d 6:45 here, there is no tomorrow, my eyes are red and my voice is hoarse from crying to my mate. Today was so hard. Please not PAT.

      • Diane
        3·
        12 days ago

        PAT messaging me right now on discord… they are okay and coming back… they just wanted to wipe their post history and thats the only way… they are okay and safe and returning dont worry… PAT will be back…

      • justsomefag
        2·
        12 days ago

        Pat will be back. They said so earlier and just confirmed it with Diane. They’ll be happy to hear about your courage when they’re back. And now I think you should still try to sleep a bit

  • Diane
    2·
    12 days ago

    I am so sad too… pat was my friend and I cannot stop crying