i can’t stand being alive #ketamine4life

  • angrytransgal
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    1 month ago

    White walls, white floor, small rooms After sedatives, they become ballrooms Crows fly by my window slow Headed that way but lookin’ at me though

    I wish I could get ket it’s my white whale drug I’d be in a perma k hole if I could. I love robotripping and it seems like more fun robo

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      1 month ago

      ket only kind of feels like dxm tbh, ket feels a lot “cleaner” and its a lot more sedating and a lot less euphoric but also more confusing i think, its actually impossible to explain idk.

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        1 month ago

        I get that. Does ket give you the feeling/ access to the pool of shared memories from every time you’ve done it like robo? If I didn’t explain that well it’s kinda like the Attack Titan’s powers from AoT (god that sounds so lame when I put it like that. Never described it like that before. cringe)

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          1 month ago

          yes 😭i swear ketamine takes me to the paths sometimes 😭

            • Tacos4Tuesday
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              I feel like it’s kinda like how you have repeat places in dreams but yeah I definitely get that feeling

              Weirdest feeling on robo for me is closing my eyes and having x ray vision I have no idea why that is

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                1 month ago

                Yeah when you see without your eyes is great and scary. Have you ever got to a plateau your eyes felt useless? It’s even moreseo scary and fantastic

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                  I’ve gotten to third plateau and I thought I died and music felt like slop/static third plat ain’t my thing CEVs become godly though and I remember just being an anime character in some mirror realm (agp brained)

                  Atp I just end up watching Steven universe until the high wears off

                  One time I convinced myself I was a pencil sharpener but that night just ended really badly so don’t do dxm with your friends!

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                    Yeah I only trip with people who I can trust, or alone. My craziest high I witnessed the birth of the universe evolution of life on earth until an extinction event wiped out humans and my high took me elsewhere. I was cuddling a dirty toilet bc I puked then couldn’t get up/ didn’t want to.