Feels like the only way to find accepting people is to brute force it by befriending queer people atp. I’m still kinda scared of someone I know seeing me there as it will be in the most iconic place in my school lmao but it will be fine probs…
Also this might be dumb but do I introduce myself with my deadname or the foid name becuz idk I never uttered the words “I’m trans” or “I’m a woman” out loud before so it’s kinda scary to say something along those lines and by scary I mean I can barely say it even to myself when I’m alone like there is barrier in my throat or something
Anyway I’m sure I’ll get over myself eventually idk I should probs shave my arms and stuff too I’ll full on twinkmode (like wearing a t-shirt with short sleeves) instead of hoodiemoding I think.
I don’t see what’s brave about this… half the paragraphs mention being scared of something. Unless you mean the will to change things? idk
being brave means being scared but doing it regardless. i also wish i was brave enough to go to something like that…
Thats’s exactly what I meant, yup
I suppose… Tho I haven’t done anything yet. When the time comes, my brain will be desperately looking for reasons to chicken out. I guess we’ll see how it goes…