I have a lot of things to say but they are stuck in my mind like in the bog, nothing can be put into comprehensive sentence, I’m only capable of vaguely portraying how I feel. I’d rather just be understood by simply standing next to someone, or telepathically transfer my feelings to someone else right now.

I get the feeling that my body limits my emotions, I want to go beyond and feel more. My thoughts are a mush, they have no meaning, only feelings are comprehensible - I feel struggle inside my head like if a part of me just went against me, I feel completely estranged from the world.

I somehow spent half an hour on writing this, that’s enough…