faketrans doesn’t mean cis. if you don’t want to take hrt at all you wouldn’t be here either lol. that we should take hrt (bc we want to) has already been established. that’s not the part that matters.

if we all hate cis ppl so much it’s p obvious why us faketransies hate ourselves right ? bc we’ve been (virtually indistinguishable, even to ourselves, from) cis. we’re don’t have to cope w the trauma of having had to live as your birth sex despite it making you feel awful. we don’t HAVE trauma. we have to cope with having lived as our birth sex for most of our lives and having absolutely no problem with it.

sure you can always find some stuff about someone that you could (although it will ultimately always be speculation) attribute to being trans. i’ve been disgusted with my own body forever, sure. i am however objectively unattractive in some ways (keratosis, not medical-level but weird ribcage deformities), and besides that definitely not fitting into my, admittedly fully subjective but that doesn’t invalidate it, ideals of beauty. aka the same things cis people would hate their bodies for.

yes of course i have wished to be a girl at some points in my life. i’m posting in a place called valled fakeTRANS, i think it’s p clear that that point has been conceded already. it did not stop me from living psychologically identically to a cis guy. i hate myself over this NOW, but never before.

whether or not the mental illness i have is what made me normal for most of life while i actually shouldn’t have been, or that it’s what made me (retroactively?) trans out of nowhere now, i’ll leave up for debate.