I sound like a doomsday cult member right… it just doesnt feel like there is a world left to rebuild afterwards… like there will be no collaps… only crisis… until everything merges into the machine… maybe we need different hyperstitions to combat this… need to believe in some great destiny or future ahead of us… idk… I need to chill… omg my brain hurts so much right now… why does everybody always think I am a man! This is all so fucking unreal. I dont even exist across space and time as one thing. Nobody is a person. You will never know how I look… I can be everything online. We are no longer people… we are images… memes… ideas… self created non-existent echos stemming from the rotting real, the world, the corpse, exudding still some kind of mental energy or thought until maybe one day the great disconnect can happen…

…what?

I need to go to sleep…