Then, by some miracle, I found a friend. I was genuinely happy in the last couple of weeks so I stopped being active on here.
But before we could meet irl, she (presumably) killed herself.
So I came back to be sad on here and one of the first people to reply to me made fun of me.
Good to back at this cesspit I suppose…
But see I don’t want to be alone, it’s just that the fact that I had a friend at all is a miracle as I said. I don’t know how to find more.
She did say I really needed find bitches tho. Like friends that will actually see me as a woman. But it’s impossible, like I don’t know how I would so it.
I still hope she failed, the only confirmation I have is her bio. I think she didn’t want to talk to me about it because when she decided to do so last week, I kinda talked her out of it. After that she said she would get anti depressants in a couple weeks so I trusted that she would try to hold on until then. I guess not.
I think it’s a good instinct to keep that hope.
And as far as finding something social, you’re on an obscure private forum for trannies, you just show up and people will treat you as who you say you are, like you won’t just be seen as a woman but you will be a woman who’s around for some pretty out there stuff. Like people are out here using diabetes medication to encourage specific fat redistribution, I’m gonna be posting a really unusual voice training theory tomorrow, there’ll be things to be a part of, and you’ll have things you want to bring people into!!