I CANT THAT IMAGE OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD. THE ONE ABOUT THE TRANS WOMEN WITH HER TEETH RIPPED OUT, RAPED, MUDERED, FACE SMASHED IN, FINGER TIPS BURNED OFF AND THROWN INTO A DUMPSTER. DEAD, MUDERED, RAPED, DISFIGURED.

I SWEAR TO GOD I JUST WANT IT ALL TO FUCKING END. BUT I AM FUCKING WEEK. I CANT FUCKING DO IT. I HATE ALL OF THIS SO FUCKING. I JUST WANT EVERYTHING DEAD. I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND NOT WAKE UP AGAIN. I WANT THIS TO FUCKING END