Yeah. I sometimes think about it (in non-serious way). It’s kind of ridiculous that I figured out I was trans exactly a month before my planned suicide attempt by a complete accident.

> I transitioned at age 26

> I go back in time and tell my 8-year-old self to start transitioning sooner. We begin at 12 on this timeline.

> Get repeatedly brutally corrective raped for two years

> Rep for 13 years

> I’m transitioning again at 26.

Oh for fuck sake

Well… makes sense I figured it out exactly a month after not being at my parents place anymore but why did I also have to rep (and still do) for another year and c’mon that friend group and mental breakdown… You could have at least told me about that because a year later and I’m still kinda stuck and miserable but hey now I’m on 4tran yay (?)

The earlier you troon the earlier you rope