bc i cant keep living like this?? like how do you envision this just keep living w my parents forever being a bedrotting alcoholic leech who makes everyones life harder, none of ts is sustainable lmao im only left alone for now bc they think im tryna go to uni again this year but that’s literally a lie i cba even remotely ive alr given up on it LMAO

and like even if i wld i’d still be mentally ill retarded &a moid so like i’d still wanna kms then lol