Not that I don’t like being a butchish dyke, but I feel as if its the only option I got or I look like a freak or a drag queen. The things that pretty femmes wear, like flowey dresses, off shoulder shirts, cute blouses, makeup, br8ght nail polish, etc. just look unnatural on me, like I’m forcing myself to wear them. The contrast between the femme things and my body is too intense, blegh.

I look strong and big and even before I started working out there’s not much to be done about that, and I can WORK with that and enjoy what I wear but it’d be nice to have the option to be all dolled up