since i try to not crash out i tried to think my way out of situation im in.
i did some outline tweakings, and basically there are 2 main steps i must accomplish to achieve feminine build.
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weight-piomaxx for hip area. it must help if i will reach estimated measurements, but body will still look uncanny, so second step.
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posturemaxx. its crazy, but just 2-3 cm from shoulder width basically gives proper balance even for my current hips. since i can’t afford clavicle reduction in the next good chunk of my live, really the only way is to change posture of my shoulders to more backed off version. technically it doesnt even look weird, it just super uncomfortable because i dont used to this posture. I seen a video on which there were some exersizes for helping to develop better posture, which basically reduces visual bideltoid.
i wish i didnt had to resort to what actual luckshits never would beeded to resort to. no, seriously, how the fuck 41 cm bideltoid is the barrier between having normal shoulders and wide shoulders??? the fuck it works this way. sobbing.
outlines for visual reference (yash begging you im using it in good favor)

kinda hate this all but i guess i cant really just continue self-loathing just because got unlucky with a single feature. but tbh after this realization if i will be able to get a surgery, first one will be clavicle reduction one. kinda unique to not start with ffs or srs haha… ha…
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This is pure brain worms. Ain’t no one IRL noticing the difference between those.
Beyond that, more flattering tops and some hip pads (if you must) will do far more for you (and actually be noticable).
Im sorry but you are being sneedy about this rn
Call it what you want, but you definitely need to hear it.
If you honestly think a 1 inch clavicle reduction well do more for you than ffs you’re out of your fucking mind.
If you want serious advice, buy some cold shoulder tops and dresses. They do wonders for broader shoulders.
i want actual change in my shoulders
And that’s fine. Hell, better posture isn’t even a bad thing to aim for; I think that part is a great idea. However, if you honestly think that 1 inch in your shoulders is keeping you from passing you’re crazy.