since i try to not crash out i tried to think my way out of situation im in.

i did some outline tweakings, and basically there are 2 main steps i must accomplish to achieve feminine build.

  1. weight-piomaxx for hip area. it must help if i will reach estimated measurements, but body will still look uncanny, so second step.

  2. posturemaxx. its crazy, but just 2-3 cm from shoulder width basically gives proper balance even for my current hips. since i can’t afford clavicle reduction in the next good chunk of my live, really the only way is to change posture of my shoulders to more backed off version. technically it doesnt even look weird, it just super uncomfortable because i dont used to this posture. I seen a video on which there were some exersizes for helping to develop better posture, which basically reduces visual bideltoid.

i wish i didnt had to resort to what actual luckshits never would beeded to resort to. no, seriously, how the fuck 41 cm bideltoid is the barrier between having normal shoulders and wide shoulders??? the fuck it works this way. sobbing.

outlines for visual reference (yash begging you im using it in good favor)

kinda hate this all but i guess i cant really just continue self-loathing just because got unlucky with a single feature. but tbh after this realization if i will be able to get a surgery, first one will be clavicle reduction one. kinda unique to not start with ffs or srs haha… ha…

chao cocoa shoudlerluckshits

  • DysphoriaGirl
    3·
    1 month ago

    All these oun the picture mog me. I have a 44cm Bidtoidal. I’m dead. Inverted triangle

    • Cambionic
      1·
      1 month ago

      Are you sure your bideltoid 44 cm? Your shoulder circumference is much more fit for 40-41 cm.

      • DysphoriaGirl
        1·
        1 month ago

        Yes, actually I probably measured everything wrong. It’s honestly gonna be probably more close to 50cm and my hips are like 60cm in circumference or something, so like 25 cm in breadth… it’s all just a big inverted triangle. And the most male thing you’ve ever seen. Cause even most men have a square body type while I got the worst body type ever

        • Cambionic
          1·
          1 month ago

          Is it a joke? /gen

          Your bideltoid is probably smaller, that’s all I meant.

          • DysphoriaGirl
            1·
            1 month ago

            No it’s not smaller… I see it in the mirror… it’s very very big… I am not joking!

            • Cambionic
              1·
              1 month ago

              You shoulder circ just doesn’t fit your bideltoid width, that’s all. Mine is 103 cm with ~42 cm bideltoid, while yours is allegedly 96 cm with 44 cm bideltoid.

              • DysphoriaGirl
                1·
                1 month ago

                I probably measured wrong. It’s probably more something like idk 112cm or something

  • CutePlushies
    1·
    1 month ago

    My bideltoid will always be completely fucked whats the posture you’re trying? Also what are your hip numbers?

    • NewTie2255OP
      1·
      1 month ago

      you basically just straighten your shoulders and press them a little inwards. like not extreme stuff. as a helping exercise is to sway your whole hands backwards.

  • Cambionic
    1·
    1 month ago

    Ngl, it’s waste of money to do clavicle reduction with 43 cm bideltoid, when SRS or FFS would improve your life in a much better way.

    • NewTie2255OP
      2·
      1 month ago

      you definitely HAVENT CONSULTED THE PICTURE I ATTACHED

      • Cambionic
        2·
        1 month ago

        I did. You would look better after clavicle reduction, sure. But you can still fraud your shoulders with posture, as you wrote in the post, and wear flattering clothes. My body would look much better with smaller shoulders too, but I can’t imagine wasting money on it, when SRS and FFS exist. It’s more in the category of “would be nice to have”.

  • NewGirlMel
    21·
    1 month ago

    This is pure brain worms. Ain’t no one IRL noticing the difference between those.

    Beyond that, more flattering tops and some hip pads (if you must) will do far more for you (and actually be noticable).

      • NewGirlMel
        1·
        1 month ago

        Call it what you want, but you definitely need to hear it.

        If you honestly think a 1 inch clavicle reduction well do more for you than ffs you’re out of your fucking mind.

        If you want serious advice, buy some cold shoulder tops and dresses. They do wonders for broader shoulders.

          • NewGirlMel
            1·
            1 month ago

            And that’s fine. Hell, better posture isn’t even a bad thing to aim for; I think that part is a great idea. However, if you honestly think that 1 inch in your shoulders is keeping you from passing you’re crazy.

  • NewTie2255OP
    1·
    1 month ago

    just realized ideal hips are indeed kinda the ideal. idk if i will achieve this ever. need to luck in