Uhhh like about a year ago I started wanting to be a man again, around the time i hit 2 years on hrt. Before that i felt very jealous of men in almost every single way and that just kept getting worse and worse. I was never really treated like a man growing up either, since my puberty was weird and I was kinda faggy, so that might’ve contributed to me transitioning in the first place or the development of these more recent feelings