ive always (and still do) just felt like a fucking child compared to everyone (except now im 180cm and sound like a disgusting cringe MOID not the chill kind). i wanted to be taller, i wished i could be like some of the chill charming mature looking/acting guys i used to know, like ive always wanted to be a chill guy,… maybe still even??? how am i here???

im taking e to make sure i can never be what i actually wanted?? i mean i dont want to call whoever lived in this body prior to 1year ago me anyway but still ts makes no fuckingg senseeee

ig my stupid awful unlikable personality isnt compatible w being what every trans guy probably dreams of becoming one day so instead im trying to maximise my chances of being likable by trying to larp as some weird uwu:3 tranny faggot or whatever