I was an extraordinarily lonely child (divorced parents, empty home, absent father) so I think I like, socialized myself by practicing being a person in the mirror for hours and hours alone,
I have a lovely group of friends who I call on rotation through the week to feel connected now, but I still spend time nearly every day talking to me.
Bat-shit-crazy or Based-sane-baddie?
Never talked to myself but I also spend an unhealthy amount of time looking into a mirror. I usually go over all of my features one by one starting from my forehead to my chin and compare them to cis men in my head. As a kid I also liked staring at myself and was obssesed with the idea of changing my apparence, I thought it was because I was ugly but it turns out I just hated looking like a girl
Yeah I grew up thinking I was like, unhealthily vain and beating myself up for it.
I’m still extraordinarily vain, but I just don’t beat myself up over it the same way 🤷🏻♀️