Anyone else? Probably.
Ultimately I’m not that that much older but idk it’s just weird to think at times. Like I said previously most people here just seem to be like 18-22
Like I found an older Ipod I got back in like 2005-2006 and I remember getting it and it’s just like, crazy for me to think that it’s just older than numerous users I’ve seen around here
idk. I just feel alienated from every trans space in general honestly. It’s just even though it isn’t the most healthy place I just seem to somewhat jive here more. Maybe it’s just being able to speak more freely idk. I do have many other trans friends (online only, no irl friends) but when it comes to the lives they lived and their experiences/thoughts/opinions about this all I just feel way too different, and I’ve just had my life stagnant for so long that I just feel even more different but that’s another topic
idk. I’ve just been in this particular mood lately. I don’t like that times progressing, but that’s stupid and not fixable.
idk what the fuck im doing in general.
Yeah, I’m 38, but there is something special about this place. Most other online trans spaces, especially those with older demographics, are honestly just fucking weird. It’s 50% men larping as trannies, 40% reppers in failing marriages, and 10% actual well-adjusted oldshits. At least here people feel like they have some degree of hope (that doesn’t revolve around weird sex shit).
The most important thing is to remind myself how unhinged I was when I was younger and not judge people here for dooming and spiraling over the smallest shit.