It’s something I think about sometimes. Would I have ended up this way were I cis?
I’m not sure. On one hand I can very easily draw the line from my lack of care and apathy about life to my dysphoria
Though on the other hand I’ve still got autism anxiety depression and adhd and such.
I think I might of ended up this way regardless tbh. Though maybe I’d have broken out of it. It’d be more bearable in that universe but that’s not the card I was dealt
Cis people lives are so easy sometimes that I can’t wrap my head around it, like imagine not missing developmental milestones and don’t feel deep suppressed dysphoria for years and not being scared that people can kill u or ur family will just abandon u
I’m not a very capable person but were it not for the obvious suppressed dysphoria I feel like I just could of ended up doing more
i’d have , Easily .Escaped This Shit,Tbh . i’d Still , B pretty Fucked , .Up but i Wouldn’t , Be Permastuck .Here
