I have been a turbogooner since I was pre puberty and I was perfectly cis other than my porn habits. I was literally a normal male, think of literally everything a normal male does and imagines and I was that. As my addiction got worse I started getting into weirder things which probably led me to troon out.
I am probably more of a behavioral AGP rather than an anatomic AGP (which is the trutrans variety of AGP). I am just a bisexual male bottom and nothing more to it.
I have been twisted by my addiction and hypersexuality. In fact, I probably will experience reverse dysphoria since E doesn’t do shit anyways and that’s the only reason why I feel normal on it still.
maybe, just maybe… the hypersexuality is a response from intense dysphoria… just a thought, if u truly aren’t trans then you’d probably would of detrooned by now as transitioning doesn’t give u instant gratification like porn or smth idk
Maybe the hypersexuality is the result of my undiagnosed autism rather than a response from intense dysphoria as I’ve never had real dysphoria and the closest thing I got to dysphoria is pseudodysphoria. The average medical detransition happens 4 years in btw and I am only 8 months in
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I am an exception to this rule, I’m sure there have been men who took estrogen as a fetish
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I don’t get dysphoric either
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“behavioral agp” “anatomic agp” those aren’t real words nona



