> be born

> my parents are severely controlling

> they basically see me as an extension of their free will

> be a gentle and trusting person

> trust my parents (rookie mistake)

> internalize the idea that my feelings are secondary to the wishes of my captors

> grow up without feeling anything other than a vague sense of emptiness

> finally in a position to afford therapy after college

> ohshit.jpeg

> basically realize i have been abused for almost 25 years

> crash out

> realize I’ve also been repressing the fact I’m a tranny

> fuck.jpeg

> life is ruined

> i will probably never pass

> at least i realized at some point

> at least i get to live my life now

> feel grateful for the fact that i got myself out of that pit of despair

> realize that whatever happens, i will never go back to hating me so much as i did before

> life is maybe worth living now

> cool

basically if you have realized sooner i just assume you’ve had an easier life than me and move on. it’s that easy sometimes.