Maybe not exactly on topic for the community but idk where else
Picrel related .
I don’t mean it in the sense that I feel like I’m being weird or something and I know I’m not that old at 27 but as someone who has been heavily online since a young age I’m just used to people being my age or older. Most people around here just seem to be in their late teens or early 20’s. Whenever I’m watching sports with friends now I’ll look up a player out of curiosity and see them be younger than me by a few years.
Time is just gunna keep going I suppose. I still feel not much different than I did at 18 tbh due to my life circumstances but thats another topic.
Ive worked about 3 part time jobs over the years, none for very long, probably only adds up to a little under a year in total
I had a job at UPS for 1 week when I was 18, went once a week to enter data at the airport my mom worked for for like 2 months at 20, and had a full-time job at target last year when I was 26 for 3 and a half months.
the first one for me wasn’t technically a job it was some disability program where you got paid min wage, did that for like 3 months around the time covid first hit, I used the pandemic as an excuse to quit
Was a bagger at for 6 months when the pandemic was really winding down, then a stocker for 2 months later that winter
idk what im going to do now tbh. kind of at a dead end and the economy is about to implode so its not looking good. shit sucks.
Real. I’ve been considering how I’m gonna persist into the future at all tbh
I’m on disability rn and It’s stable but its not really enough for me to live my own life off of, I don’t mind my family too too much but the location I’m in sucks and living like this is killing me, idk what my play is now
I was gonna get disability pre Trump.
it get turned down or decided not to?
I got mine approved under trumps first term and im in a red state in a red county
idk I just got lucky probably this shit might as well be rng.
The income is nice but they keep a tight leash on you and its not enough for you to live a life, I’m living w my family so it’s not too big of a problem.
Decided it wasn’t worth it anymore for a number of reasons, but honestly in retrospect maybe it was the move
I plan to get off it eventually since I don’t want this to go on forever but like I said idk what I’m going to do and I can’t plan shit atm. idk if im even functional enough to be able to at all tbh.