Maybe not exactly on topic for the community but idk where else
Picrel related .
I don’t mean it in the sense that I feel like I’m being weird or something and I know I’m not that old at 27 but as someone who has been heavily online since a young age I’m just used to people being my age or older. Most people around here just seem to be in their late teens or early 20’s. Whenever I’m watching sports with friends now I’ll look up a player out of curiosity and see them be younger than me by a few years.
Time is just gunna keep going I suppose. I still feel not much different than I did at 18 tbh due to my life circumstances but thats another topic.
I’m on disability rn and It’s stable but its not really enough for me to live my own life off of, I don’t mind my family too too much but the location I’m in sucks and living like this is killing me, idk what my play is now
I was gonna get disability pre Trump.
it get turned down or decided not to?
I got mine approved under trumps first term and im in a red state in a red county
idk I just got lucky probably this shit might as well be rng.
The income is nice but they keep a tight leash on you and its not enough for you to live a life, I’m living w my family so it’s not too big of a problem.
Decided it wasn’t worth it anymore for a number of reasons, but honestly in retrospect maybe it was the move
I plan to get off it eventually since I don’t want this to go on forever but like I said idk what I’m going to do and I can’t plan shit atm. idk if im even functional enough to be able to at all tbh.
I’m functional enough for nothing.
yeah if I was someone able to do anything I wouldn’t be in this mess.
Im not looking forward to the next few years but I’m probably not dying anytime soon so whatever.