It’s genuinely impossible. Ever since I knew myself I have been doing it. I also need to be walking or pacing while doing it and it used to drive my mom insane, even said I looked like a mentally challenged kid to get me to stop it.

But I can’t stop. You can put me in a padded room with a random, useless object and I will circle that room for hours and hours while occationaly smiling or laughing to myself for no reason.

And I love it. It could be total fiction or an imagining of some artwork that I would love to create; Whether it be art, music or writing. It could be a grandiose life where I have accomplished the things I dreamt of achieving or it could simply be having an affectionate partner by my side. Whatever it is, it brings me comfort as if it was real. And I will keep doing it.

  • pleasantaftertastes
    5·
    1 month ago

    Yeah. I get it. It’s really fun and brings me a lot of peace sometimes. Enjoy it. you deserve something nice Nona.

    • Math_troonOP
      3·
      1 month ago

      it’d be nice if it didn’t take priority over literally everything but oh well.

    • Math_troonOP
      3·
      1 month ago

      Fuck you mean real. I was supposed to be kinda uniqe or something here ( ´-｀)

      There can’t be that many people with maladaptive daydreaming (not an actual diagnosis but whatever)

  • gracemoder
    4·
    1 month ago

    have you considered that you may have schizotypal personality disorder

    • Math_troonOP
      2·
      1 month ago

      So I checked the wikipedia real quick and it says that derealization and unconventional beliefs are common characteristics of schizotypal personality disorder.

      I have full clarity over my toughts, except for intrusive toughts ig but those aren’t all that frequent.

      • gracemoder
        2·
        1 month ago

        unconventional beliefs? perhaps like being a general leftist or a radical tranny?

        • Math_troonOP
          1·
          1 month ago

          Ok it’s clearly talking about supernatural beliefs ( ´-｀)

          I can’t tell if you’re being ironic or not

  • terminalyearner
    2·
    1 month ago

    i can’t relate i’m too malebrained when i daydream i imagine getting superpowers and then taking the boat on over to my country’s capital and become the shadow puppet holding the strings… and then do shit like be my own one-woman intimidation force like palantir… then i raise the wages and evenutally bring forth a socalist utopia where nobody has to starve or die to preventable causes