seriously though, i can never seem to feel happy or spirited for more than like half an hour with the help of caffiene during which i can maybe get one (1) thing done before returning to general lowness for the day. i’ve dealt with this for years and can just about get by, but like, i need a job at some point. however, as i am, i cant even manage part-time (yes, this is from experience). i don’t want to go full learned helplessness but what do u even do about this? am i stupid? hm, billions must ponder. also i’ve got to collect more nice nature picrels she so cool giwiwh
no hurt in trying :). it takes a while to get approved too so it gives you time to search, and all they really need is someone who wears the uniform and follows procedure, which is basically given to you straight up. application process sucks sometimes, but if you look at ur state or municipality dps, they usually have instructions.