seriously though, i can never seem to feel happy or spirited for more than like half an hour with the help of caffiene during which i can maybe get one (1) thing done before returning to general lowness for the day. i’ve dealt with this for years and can just about get by, but like, i need a job at some point. however, as i am, i cant even manage part-time (yes, this is from experience). i don’t want to go full learned helplessness but what do u even do about this? am i stupid? hm, billions must ponder. also i’ve got to collect more nice nature picrels she so cool giwiwh

  • jane_wasteOP
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    3 months ago

    i’ve been doing my best to eat well + exercise etc and it does help a little but the impact is so… ephemeral? i feel better briefly and go back to how i was, kinda sux but i should be thankful im able of that much