ive been being a wannarexic but now i feel tired from only having a net of 500 calories so ill start eating more.

im 130lbs and 5’4.57, bmi 21.9, but its all in my thighs and stomach with love handles and hip dips. so trying to go down to 115. but scared that it wont get rid of the chub and or will just shrink my hips and already small boobs.

wannarexia is fembrained at least.

i felt like posting and this is whats going on for me. confessions be weird tho guys right. ugh i need srs, fmstl.

  • nonarina
    2·
    2 months ago

    500cal is noooot enough jfc. Like 500cal deficit MAX. Please try eating more it’s not worth destroying your body that way. I know someone who has it really bad and it’s killing her. I’ve also been struggling to eat enough and it’s so depressing and i cry about how weak my body is and the random pains that started recently. It’s hard but please try

    • clotheshonOP
      1·
      2 months ago

      a 500cal deficit would be 1.4k for me 😭 too muchh. im gonna do like 1k-1.2k because like i said i don’t actually have an ED, just disordered tendencies bc im grinding.

      • nonarina
        1·
        2 months ago

        Mine was ~1500 and i lost 50lbs doing that and I’ve kept it off. It’s more likely to stick if you do it in a healthier manner. You’re damaging other parts of your body and the longer you do it the more likely it becomes permanent.