like why are people so weirded out by it?? is it that hard to imagine that some people (me) need and deserve to experience pain
Because for no reason you are punishing yourself. You do not deserve it
hmm but i do deserve it, and even if i didn’t deserve it, i’d still do it bcs it feels good and it calms down the voices in my head a bit
So be honest with yourself, you do it because it feels good. Think of your life and how you hope it to end. Can you achieve it if you continue to cut? Can you think of a life without cutting? As a former self harmer I think it is good to think about this.
i hope my life ends with me hanging from a rope, which kinda goes hand in hand with cutting
cut just before writing this btw
humans are naturally wired to be disgusted/uncomfortable by blood and self destructive behaviour lol
