i sometimes see people here talk about having literal friends while not being out and i just get so fucking confused each time because how does that even happen? after trooning out i just couldnt. i couldnt do this shit. even if i look like a man, being deadnamed, misgendered and treated like a man by ‘friends’ hurts mentally so much more than just being alone. so much so that its been years since i had irl friends


idk. it could be because im some kind of non binoid but i literally couldnt give less of a shit about being misgendered or whatever.
like the only reason i care about getting sir’d by strangers is cause it means i look like a man to them. if someone knows im a tranny and sirs me anyway or whatever but i passed and they were just being a dickhead i wouldnt really care
yeah youre probs some kind of non binoid
the social stuff has never mattered to me. if I had a body and face i was happy with i wouldnt care about my friends calling me bro and dude. its more evidence im faketrans 😔
nah youre trutrans just a not fully binary one