I hate it so much. I can’t connect with people. I always end up saying something weird or hurtful, no matter what I intended. Like what’s even the point of me having friends? Why do I make people go through hell trying to understand every single intricacies of my being? It will never amount to a single thing. I should just rot alone and surf the web like I used to do.

Picrel is legit how I looked like before getting my dreads. I’m a straight up gremlin.

      • nullOP
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        2 months ago

        I have one really close friend, and I try to make other friends. They just usually get pushed away by the fact that I can’t hang out often and that I’m weird.

        It’s just that I feel like I always have to get them, but I can’t be understood. I can’t be given the benefit of the doubt. I can’t try to understand stuff or try to relate. Or else I’m “not trying to understand”. But I am! I really am, but they say I always speak in a condescending way. Even my brother says it always sounds like I’m looking down on people. I just don’t understand why.

        Either way, I’ll discuss this with my doctor.