I watch some childrens cartoons(amazing world of gumball), playing a childrens game (pokemon gold), and reading a childrens book (dragon rider). I want to play with my toys, but doing so makes me feel retarded so I don’t.
It seems like everyone else my age is way more mature and I’m so jealous of them.
Autistic, traumatized by puberty, and got groomed online at 14. I was never going to be a well adjusted adult, was I?
I want a boyfriend that isn’t condescending and will treat me as his equal, but also I want him to take of me, just a little bit.
Clinging to the past when things weren’t as bad is not a bad thing, you know. I feel like a lot of people do it nowadays and it’s considered normal to some extent.