not in some vague effortmaxxing kind of way. im not talking about transition. i mean within personal growth.

i know most of you are really young, basically all of us are traumatized in someway, but growth is still possible. you dont have to believe it will work, but giving up or refusing to even try are the only ways you can fail.

you can stumble, fall down, restart bad habits, push everyone away again and again. but as long as you are still trying, then it isnt over. its okay to make mistakes, we all do. its what you choose to do in the aftermath that matters and defines your character

  • Koolplayer12
    1·
    1 month ago

    Looking at the mirror and touching my body gives me dysphoria? WRONG, actually I’m gonna delude myself into having AGP, I LOVE my body, I will make out with the girl in the mirror :P

    • 1cell_organism
      2·
      1 month ago

      I think it’s less suddenly loving your body and more realizing that the only options are troon or die, hrtrep fucking sucks and delusion is a means to an end

      • Koolplayer12
        2·
        1 month ago

        Very hyperbolic since I’m a girlfag, true. But even if self-delusion is just a mean for an end, that doesn’t necessarily make it bad. Being a means to an end of dysphoria in itself, is good enough.

        Gathering kindle, lighting a spark, maybe failing, lighting another, is also just a mean to end the cold. But if you can buy yourself enough time to potentially make way for self-acceotance, wouldn’t that be better than just rolling over and taking it.

        You’ll eventually have to take matters into your own hands. Ending misery would make way for greater joy, even if the means were solely just to end sorrow rather than be anything productive.

        Is what I think, but that shouldn’t make you feel awful for taking a rest atm and not moving into a commited action yet, just thinking of, wishing for, and planning towards a better day itself is progress =ω=

        Just my grain of salt °^°