not in some vague effortmaxxing kind of way. im not talking about transition. i mean within personal growth.
i know most of you are really young, basically all of us are traumatized in someway, but growth is still possible. you dont have to believe it will work, but giving up or refusing to even try are the only ways you can fail.
you can stumble, fall down, restart bad habits, push everyone away again and again. but as long as you are still trying, then it isnt over. its okay to make mistakes, we all do. its what you choose to do in the aftermath that matters and defines your character
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i used to think i was always doomed to be the way i was back when i was 18-21. i behaved a lot like everyone here. i was really misanthropic, bitter, etc.
im still tired all the time, im still suicidal, but im trying. i try to see the good when i can, appreciate it, hold on to it. i try to be kinder to myself, even if it doesnt help with the pain.
because thats all i can do really. whether its enough or not doesnt matter, as long as im still here, i might as well try.
happy for your personal growth! just the effort of trying to be better and more kind goes such a long way 💜