i still feel this way but i know that it is now due to gender dysphoria, there is a dearth of memory about my dysphoria prior to about one and a half years ago. can this qualify as evidence for my trutransness?

    • herbstluftwmOP
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      2 months ago

      after a point i disassociated hard from my physical appearance that i was only reminded of it during the seldom times i was photographed, it felt like a horrible apparition every time but the reason i felt that way was so deeply embedded in me that i could both claim to be an enby and still not even consider hrt despite my clear-as-day dysphoria, like a dumbass

  • Lengthofdry1943
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    2 months ago

    all of my photos have me with like super deep circles under my eyes. i dont hate it but i think i can see the start of my soul like being sucked out slowly without realizing it.

    • herbstluftwmOP
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      2 months ago

      i still owe my soul to the repperdemons they jeer and jest every time i look in the mirror

      • Lengthofdry1943
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        2 months ago

        they offer acceptance for me but its literally just call of the void honestly. i think being a freak on my terms is better than living a life i really can’t look forward to and get like super depressed thinking about.