The movies “Psycho” and “Silence of the Lambs” and the murder of Matthew Shepard, and the insane darkness and hatred for “The Other” that was unearthed after 9/11 kept me repping , and then actions by my Mother after highschool kept me in the bad cycles I was so excited to have begun breaking out of at the end of highschool, then a decade of Dope numbed the pain until about 2014 when I started my long climb out of Hell and into the light.
Thank you fren 😸
I recently had a health scare where I found myself genuinely like, contemplating my possibly impending mortality, and it turns out I felt some strange new calm - because it’s over - if I die I die having lived.
I’m very proud of myself too