i have a slightly older brother and i have no clue on his views towards trans people but i want to transition while i still have a shot and y’know - hard to convince a motherfucker to help me get something from the grey market when he probably knows as much as i do about the crypto-schizo-thingamablobber fuckerytardation =p early 18 years old repressing since 12 because i was uneducated in mental health and had to figure out i Got PTSD from my parents and schoo (emotional flashbacks + hypervigilance need more exposure)

i want advice for this but also just feel free to share your experiences idrc