I ask myself this every day. My father always told me to my face that he wanted a daughter, and he always treated any niece with more affection than he treated me. Damn, He treated my girlfriends with more kindness than he ever treated me…

I always end up wondering… Did I become a troon to get my father’s attention? To see if he loves me for being what he always wanted?

He hates that I’m trans, btw.