Injecting today, and I’m just realizing that I hardly have enough leg fat to inject into. No wonder I’ve been schizo-ing out about my bone structure more and more. Over the last few months I’ve slowly shifted from two light meals a day to one, and I’ve not contemplated it or been bothered by it much because I hate bodily functions, I hate being reminded that my body is just a big poop factory, I hate masticating, I hate being a consoomer and using up the Earths natural resources to both grow and transport the stuff I’m meant to stuff my face with, but goddamn… I sure like having at least a little bit of meat on my face.
I remember a time where I looked noticeably less honish. I need ffs so I can never be bothered with eating a normal amount. I purely want to subsist off of vitamins. Is that too much to ask? Fml
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Nuts would be good if I wanted to die slow and agonising death
Y’know it’s honestly been a long time since I’ve ate a single nut. I’ve mostly just been washing and microwaving potatoes and taking vitamins. Sometimes just one microwave russet potato if I’m not feeling anything else. I treated myself to a vegan sandwich from a restaurant today, first time I ate out in a long time, and it was like 1,000 calories and I feel like a lard-ass with a boulder in my stomach now. Almost need to sleep. Definitely can’t eat anymore. But this is supposed to be a bare minimum yeah? This feels like too much.
But yeah good idea I’ll buy some nuts :)
