Injecting today, and I’m just realizing that I hardly have enough leg fat to inject into. No wonder I’ve been schizo-ing out about my bone structure more and more. Over the last few months I’ve slowly shifted from two light meals a day to one, and I’ve not contemplated it or been bothered by it much because I hate bodily functions, I hate being reminded that my body is just a big poop factory, I hate masticating, I hate being a consoomer and using up the Earths natural resources to both grow and transport the stuff I’m meant to stuff my face with, but goddamn… I sure like having at least a little bit of meat on my face.

I remember a time where I looked noticeably less honish. I need ffs so I can never be bothered with eating a normal amount. I purely want to subsist off of vitamins. Is that too much to ask? Fml