going through yet another phase of weighing uprooting my life for ffs. other than the increased demand leading to a decrease in overall quality from a few of the top surgeons (poor mardi and poor liu), i can’t find a girl who has features similar to mine and her outcome after the surgery
i don’t even think i’d want major work, but like having nothing to really gauge how i’d turn out afterward sucks (¬_¬”)
same difference. sometimes i try to do reverse image searches on yandex.ru images, because they don’t have the block on finding people through faces. other times its tools like gemini or starbyface for “famous people” matches. its kind of reductionist but its how i cope somewhat, although yandex.ru can be a dysphoria trigger because sometimes it pulls trans people.
i wish yandex gave me anything usable dude, alas ┐(‘～` )┌
with me im honestly relying on luck and the surgeon’s understanding. im going in somewhat blind but i think any reduction in dimorphic features without imbalancing my face or whatever will help enough (`﹏ ‘).
which surgeon if you don’t mind my asking? (・o・) i feel like the best results are the ones we don’t see online most of the time
Dr. Meltzer, for ffs and srs.
that’s a name i haven’t heard in a while, i hope it goes well _