I can’t bring myself to ask my friends to call me by my actual name instead of my deadname amd it’s kinda killing me I feel pathetic but idk what else to tell them to call me cus I can’t bring myself to just ask them to pretend that I’m a fucking girl when I’m so obviously not
i feel basically the same way as you though and my friends started using my agp name without my consent really but i think it’s been helpful so it’s worth considering
try to avoid getting roped into being called your real name when you don’t want to. im a pushover and it ended up being my name at the psych ward in my conservative area
I can’t bring myself to ask my friends to call me by my actual name instead of my deadname amd it’s kinda killing me I feel pathetic but idk what else to tell them to call me cus I can’t bring myself to just ask them to pretend that I’m a fucking girl when I’m so obviously not
i feel basically the same way as you though and my friends started using my agp name without my consent really but i think it’s been helpful so it’s worth considering
try to avoid getting roped into being called your real name when you don’t want to. im a pushover and it ended up being my name at the psych ward in my conservative area