I’ve looked at my pictures… all my delusions have broken… I am ugly… so so so ugly… I’m a true orgehon… I look incredibly male and deformed…
Transition won’t save me… it’s over for me and I should inject myself with testosterone and get it over with… end it or repress successfully because for me trooningn isn’t going to be a realistic option…
I really need to kms


But it is that bad… I can show you.