I have been stalked and harrassed by ex friends who keep sending me deranged messages regardless of how many times I block them in an attempt to get me to KMS
I also have abusive parents I live with
One IRL friend
And was fired when my chud managed discovered Im trans
Not dead but IT AINT GOING WELL BOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS


Then you need new non destructive coping mechanisms to help you…