I have moments of clarity where I’m not as neurotic I think but my mood swings rapidly. One second I feel I can do anything and the next day I feel like committing suicide. I don’t like my mind, I want it to be fixed.
I have moments of clarity where I’m not as neurotic I think but my mood swings rapidly. One second I feel I can do anything and the next day I feel like committing suicide. I don’t like my mind, I want it to be fixed.
maybe it’s BPD or some other condition? takes a lot of mental programming and mindset changes.
im not bpd im just a bad person