I have moments of clarity where I’m not as neurotic I think but my mood swings rapidly. One second I feel I can do anything and the next day I feel like committing suicide. I don’t like my mind, I want it to be fixed.

  • Spoon
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    2 days ago

    medication and therapy. if you dont have access or those have failed you, then substance abuse. good luck!

  • pleasantaftertastes
    1·
    2 days ago

    maybe it’s BPD or some other condition? takes a lot of mental programming and mindset changes.